Wait, am I lazy

As I was rushing to my second job and contemplating how to fit in time to get a blog post up, the question returned to me: Wait, why do you keep saying you’re lazy?

The truth is that I have no problem with work. I work hard when I’m working. I enjoy working. Clearly the answer to why I don’t always choose to do what needs to be done isn’t that I’m lazy. There is something deeper, a misalignment that keeps me from expending my energy at times. That is what I need to figure out, not how to fix myself.

I am not fundamentally flawed, but something does have to change.

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