A Wren Says

I am rushing to write this before I head off for my second job. I am doing this because I am trying to maintain my streak of posting every day. As I scramble to get this post, I am thinking maybe I am not lazy.

I post everyday on a blog that I started for myself. (self-starter, consistent) I hold a full-time job, started a second, and am considering a third. (hard-worker, productive) Is lazy the best reason for why I am not hitting my goals? Maybe I really am tired. Maybe I need to find how I can incorporate real rest and leisure, instead of just watching videos. Maybe I need clear directions and goals. Maybe I need to break through my fear of failure. Maybe there is another reason for it all, for why everything is so hard. Maybe it is time for me to figure out what is really going on, instead of slapping such a damning label on myself. Maybe lazy isn’t the answer after all.